Backlog 3

The last of the back log.
At Home
Well today was a wet, cold and dreary day. I have been in the office for the most part of today. I don’t really know what to talk about. I mean I can talk about the mud or the rain/snow but that seems petty. I sit back and think about the fact that I am coming up on my seven month point of being away. I have been though a lot and I have grown a lot as a person as well as an Airman. I don’t know what I am going to do or how to implement those changes into what I have at home but I know that it won’t be easy. I think that one of the hardest things about a deployment is that you become very self sufficient and you are doing what you want to do or go where you want without a thought. I’m sure that I will have a hard time coming back to the real world and have to worry about drive times and traffic and things of that sort. I also am afraid that I will do things without talking to my better half.
So I have some time to figure these things out, but it is going to be the putting them into use that is the biggest issue. The person that I have the worry about the most is the person is the person that is closest to me. I know that I will do my best and I hope that I don’t screw up anything. Well off to bed.

Sunshine
As I sit down to write today and I don’t what to talk about….. I don’t know what happened today to talk about expect for the sun started to shine. I hope that is a sign of things to come. I know that this month has been gray and dreary. Not liking it one bit. Well I hope that I have more inspiration tomorrow to write.