Choices

I sit here tonight and think about what the last 24 hours have been like and I have to say that it is amazing how your life can change dramatically in such a sort section of time. Now let me but this out there first, nothing life changing happened in my life. Things did happen in my life that does change things and how I look at the world but it isn’t what I am talking about. What I am talking about how one or two choices that you make in the blink of an eye, can take a great road in life and send it strait off a cliff. It is those choices that you will never see the same as when you made them. But there are those choices that are just as life changing but you take years to make.
I have been making a lot of choices while I am here and I have been thinking what I need to put effort into and what I don’t need to worry about. I have been trying to figure out how to set my life up here so that when I get home I have laid all the ground work here. I have been lucky to have the internet so I can follow photographer’s blogs and news in the industry. And I am starting to think that I might actually be able to do this. I might be able to follow my dream and work for myself and have my own studio. I know that I have a lot to learn but I can do it. I am lucky though, I am really lucky to have soul mate that is there to back me up, smack me over the head, and support me fully. I know with my full heart that I would never be able to pull this off if I didn’t have Nicki at my side.
It has been tough over these past 7 months with being apart but I know that in the end we will be in a better place than we started. I don’t know what the rest of the deployment will bring but I am looking forward it. There will be times that just plain suck while I am going though it but in the end there will be something that will out of it and that will shape me to what future me is….
I am changing my sign off. I hope to find something that suits me and not someone else.