"Too Air Force"

Well today is Saturday and I have to say I can’t wait to get back to the states. Where I am not walking through mud and slop everywhere. But the thought did occur to me while I was doing cleaning on my weapons, of all things while watching a war movie and I think about what I have. It is 40 degrees and rainy and I could be stuck out on a mountainside or in a valley without a hot meal or a roof over my head. It sucks walking in mud but I have dry boots. I give kudos to my brethren out there sleeping in a foxhole or DFP. I wonder how I would handle living in those conditions, I wonder if I am “too Air Force” to be able to handle the infantry lifestyle. I want to try to see what I would do for the same reason I want to go though BUDS just to see how far I could make it. I put a lot of pressure on myself to be able to handle anything and I am getting to the point in my life where I am wondering if I need to prove myself to myself. Will I spend more time going though stuff and miss out on life. Hmmmm. Something to ponder in the coming weeks. Well it will be a short post tonight. Thanks
More to come…